where am i at?

right now
in this moment,
this moment is all i have.
unknowns fold in and i'm not ok
with just continuing with the way things are.
pretending that i don't realize
that something is missing.

everything has to be deep for me
because there is always meaning
and i am always learning.

the waiting is the hard part....

but i trust.

because i always know,
that in the end
all will be revealed.

it really is not about the destination
(because i WILL get there)
but it is ALL about the journey.

and just when you think that you are comfortable,
it really isn't an end at all.
it's just another beginning....

and so it is!

love and light,
s